So I just can’t have a child on my own at this point. Basically, I simply can’t afford it right away. It feels like my biological clock has set an alarm that goes off, oh, every hour. Even dating seems strange, raging biological clocks are not attractive to the male species. I can’t think of anything that would make them scurry away much faster, so instead I made a decision to channel my crazy out of control need to nurture something to a more immediate source: a puppy.
I have an appointment tomorrow to go look at some adorable Goldendoodle puppes. They are half Golden Retriever and half Poodle, so I should have a pretty mellow dog that hardly sheds. Heaven help me, I have a feeling I am doomed to fork over my cash as soon as I get there.