I love that phrase. I have to remind myself to take this all small step at a time.
Every day my hormones are calming down and I feel more like myself.
I have started working out again, and I am oh so sore in all the right places.
I went to the bookstore yesterday to buy my Mom her Mother’s Day present. I noticed a guy was checking me out. I know I probably could have gotten him to talk to me, but I just couldn’t bring myself to flirt. Not yet. Thoughts of dating or anything related to dating still give me the heebee jeebees.
My pain is better, I even went a whole day without taking any painkillers. Baby steps, baby steps. Er, small steps, small steps.
I am even settling in to my life sans Jon. I never noticed how much of my time was occupied with him until he was gone. Energy too. Are all relationships like that? Or was our relationship just more work because it just wasn’t right?
I am also scheduled for a second opinion. I’m hoping that this doctor will tell me there’s some solution for my pain besides narcotic pain meds or a hysterectomy.
Nibble, chew, swallow.